· I Am a Child of God ·
From the moment I found out I was pregnant, I remember crying with such joy, as I always dreamed of being a mom. I was one of those girls that always wanted a big family. This is mainly because I come from a family of 28 cousins and we are all best friends! So yes,
I am the girl who would confidently tell people I want 5 kids!
[ cue in confused jaw dropping reactions ]
Then fast forward to days later...I started to freak-out. I was worried about not being financially ready for a child, Brett and I had not planned our wedding, I couldn’t imagine raising a child where we were living, in the hustle and bustle of Hollywood...there were just so many things I was stressed about.
I wanted to scream,
“I AM NOT READY!”
“WAIT, NOT YET!!!”